In a field of daisies
you’ve always been
and in a crowd of people
I will always
And no, I don’t ‘just’ want to die
I want to become living
I want to die and be created on my terms
I want to be created into something beautiful
Not what I am right now.
I want to be the trees that give us oxygen to breathe
And be turned into a book and be read
And show people a life through words.
I want to see life after death
I wanna be life after death
I just don’t wanna be the life I am right now.
If I told you
How many times
I’ve sat alone
On the shower floor,
You’d cry too.
Sometimes I just wanna fuck, and sometimes I wanna be in love, and sometimes I wanna be alone.
some of my music makes me want to cuddle for 7 hours and some of my music makes me want to do hard drugs in a motel room while wearing lingerie
There are certain
that will always
taste like regret and
on my tongue.